almost done, but not quite

I wish I could take my psychopathology book and sleep on it or slam it into my forehead or something to force the knowledge in without all the work. There it is. I just want to be lazy. I'm tired of studying. Tired of papers and projects and presentations and busy work. I feel like quite the scrooge this evening. I am holed up here in my bedroom with my babysitting money and I'm complaining and there is not a Christmas decoration in sight. So there. Did I make anyone else feel grouchy or just myself?